what i learn from my job..... reflection

After working at my job for quite some time, I realise that I am quite a fast learner but I actually take very long time to master. So in other words, I actually found my self quite stupid. Furthermore I realise I am really a bad motivator, cant even motivate myself how am I able to lead other or even to teacher. So I really think that I am quite dumb or arrogant always only know how to correct people and not realise my own mistake. I also learn to take caution in every word I said and also to test people if they are having good or bad intention. The world is really big for earthling to learn even if one had master what about other planet, just too many to comprehend in one life. So I only think that I am a frog in a little well, knowing only this much of the sky and thing tiny bit of knowledge.