humble

I know my poem really suck to the bottomless pit, so I think I better write in a comprehensive way but still no always…haha… can anyone teach me what is humble and how to behave. I know I am proud so I talk less but however it makes me feel so unsociable so I tried to be amiable. When I talk even I myself feels that I am arrogant, and I don’t know how to change or behave modest. So alternatively I tried to beat around the bush but it didn’t really work well for me so change and change and change till I really don’t know how should I reply people. So from whom to learn and how is my main problem as well as obstacle now… haha… life what a joke and what a messy world I am in, now I even dread even I am in the most safety place in the word…haha… but till I will still try to the best I can be and make the best out of I can be