i hate it when everything all learn halfway then have to stop .... if not say need to learn finish cause lack of people when i learn finish then in the end tell me say no need already... i was like ...WTF ,... i seriously cant stand it ... but i know is for the team that's why i always try to endure.. like shao lin gun, yog ji ti quan, yog gun and jing sai gun all learn already in the end no use... i was like... you all say lack ok then i learn no need then bye bye... today now change my shao lin gun to new ji ti quan again .. then i no need learn le la ... actually i still dont mind just that i need time adjust my emotion, but then she say not happy then go .. of course i not happy la ... i was thinking since they dont appreciate what i am trying to do.. come on man... what for i stay ...now i am thinking should i quit? is true is my passion but since the team like that ... omg ... i can no longer have fun in it and destress my work .. i think now is add stress ..... now is really i got no other vocab except... i give up