maybe in the first place, i totally dont understand you at all... deff and yr. one thing i am sure of is i never substitued one person with another person before... just dont know why you all like to think that i always substituted you with another person. just because i often talk about another person? Just one freaking point is why cant people ask. but even i myself also can .. haiz. but nevermind. if one just have to go, and i tried to safe it.. if it doesnt help, i think next time i will just give up. actually there alot of time is not i dont want say, is just that some topic i dont like to speak through the phone.. i prefer speak face to face but then oo welll .... if that's what life is i will just accept... sometime u just can keep what you want i guess... go ba... just do what you all want... i just hope you all remember what i said to everyone i treasure. and becareful of your surrounding.i am not a saint but remember i am mcenroe... i am happy enough. i also need to jia you for my exam ... haiz...... arrr..... booooooooooooooo...