hahas... feelings, really sux.... after all the effort all it lies down to the reply "if I have time" wow... not even worth for all my effort to make some time. i ask for forgiveness is not that I admit I am wrong is because i scared i would hurt your feeling and i treasure our friendship. now I kind of feel, am I doing the right ways of treasuring our friendship, is my effort really worth? it is like a endless depth of put hole, no amount of effort will help... ... i hate to say, but feel i should really give up on certain friendship. recently just see a quote: "no matter how much a person love, he will get tired... now i really get tired, just feel you are too good to give up but will i have a choice to stop treasure? jtsm