i just hope to numb myself... i know i am stupid but then i really have no idea what i want. apart from my childishness, strong side of me, multi tasking side of me and hadworking side of me there is actually another side of me you know... strong in mind doesnt mean i am good in heart also you all know......... no matter what there's still the saying many hurdles make a mighty knight fall. and emotion is the biggest enemy even for the all-mighty conqurer.