for some reason i am feeling sad now... my tears seem like going to drop any time. the one i spend the most effort doing, the first to make finish, the one i use the most feeling to write, the one i spend the most time... all gone... i guess i will just keep the one that can last and the other... ... let it go ba..mce ar mce. i finally understand the meaning the truth always hurt and everything have an end. often people say the end is the new begining but then... i l u. i will never forget... the feeling second time........................................................... i hate myself..