this is what happen when you lost ... u get humiliated by people.... that's why i never wanted to lose and all because of last sem ... why am i so emotionally caught up? if not i wouldnt have to suffer this fate...if only you didnt quarrel with me and still as close as we used to.. atleast i can still believe that there is still some friends that can share and help me... yet ... now is near impossible for me to believe anymore.. eventhough i still want to play with you... but ... haiz... i just cant get out of my mind i guessyou also agree that now is not like the pass anymore.. so mce work hard like u use to so that you wont suffer the same humilliation again ... really sorry tis not that i dont want to hear you and help you ... is just that i myself isnt as strong anymore.... but is just that i dont have time anymore... but then i will still help you as lmuch as i can ... but this time only those that i a close too i guess.... but then maybe i am also just nothing