wow.. long time seems i talk to an elderly and actually chat with him for more then 1 hours... somehow i kind of motivated by him... maybe because he has similar situation as me so kind of make me feel i am not too alone.. but when i kind of think of it ...his way of doing is so long ago and that may work where mine maybe afterall not as easy to handle as him. but still i am happy that i still able to make him drop tears of joy and happiness... i really hope that i create a corner of solace for him... no matter what i still have to stand up and stop escape from the reality .... most importantly believe ...