why to say the last goodbye...

When you have lost 2 impt friends because u realize you can't motivate them anymore, listen and shower them with love and help anymore. You will feel depress and the need to move on. Then When the third one happen and this time there's really a need to let go but is someone you hold dearly and you treasure much. Yet the love is never appreciated. The impulse to let go is really too "tired" and this time the scar is too deep. All to do, is to find a perfect plan to make up or a wish for the "perfect" ending... And hope for the best...If not abrupt ending will be just too... Regretful. i know there is a choice but i really dont wanna regret. ending...soon... i just hope we can laugh like we used to be and play like before...