hmm... the solutions which i came out with...

all i want is just to is just ask you all that i have thinking and tell you my feeling, then make you smile and maybe if is right say a final goodbye. why does it seems so difficult? or should i just silently fade away? why cant she believe me is for her own good? i have simulated almost like 5-6 solutions but leaving is the best solution... only way that she could learn to appreciate and treasure people that love and concern her. that's why i want to do a honest and faithful closing to her. so she will just lose me as a final friend and future she will have people who will really love, dote and treasure her. but she answers all the questions nicely and understand all i meant, then it will be a new good beginning for us... isn't that good.... just don't understand why she need to drag and drag. go out with anyone but ask me to wait. in girl language does wait equivalent to just go away and give up? or does it really mean wait? hmm ... maybe i should just ask her