to be honest i know what i am doing i right. just that i dont feel that i am doing the right thing to myself.

i miss the shy
i miss the night
i miss the creator of my impression

i have no idea what i doing

i have no idea what i doing

can spend sometime to understand me, i know it will take time but can just continuing try... i know i can, but not so fast can can...

long time since words affect me this much... make me kinda from like to hate u

i have yet again no idea what i want. i need the help yet i know you wont render me the need i want. yet i only told you. haiz... atleast this time round i will be grateful that i can still help, cause i know the worst thing is when you cant do anything. work hard... ... there will be people beside you to help you

so feel so strong yet so weird. what are words???? dont ask me, i seriously dont event understand them

there is so much i wanted to tell you!!! =)

i feel the pain deep down in my heart when i finally realise that i cant help you anymore... T.T i just hope that u dont give up and really realise that you are who you are. and there will be people for you when you need them

to be honest i have no confident to make anyone smile deeply from the bottom of the heart cause i myself also not sure if i can make myself smile from the bottom of my heart or just trying to cover up something. hahas.............. to me what's life? till now i still serious no idea. to strive? to win? to love? to be loved? to help others? or should i just be happen that atleast i am smiling everyday. mce ar mce... ... you cant evenknow yourself how are you going to help other people hahs!!!