Trust

This topic may be similar to the one before but the content is different this time abit more about family. Sometime have you really wonder what is family is for? As for me I think that family is more of a trust then some place that you just chat. In society you can always find friend to chat with but is hard to find someone to really trust you. I still remember what my teacher had said: when you want your parent to trust you do you really worthy for this trust and do you deserve. So that time I really consider it through, what if you really been tell truth all this while and your parent still don’t trust you that is really pointless to be as a kid as even if your friends really trust you. As a kid the main support is actually family, without a good trusting family is really sad for a kid. No matter in study or in work, the kid is 70 percent that there is problem lies in the family and the 30 percent is in social life. So think of it if you really have a family that do not trust you you better to take the advise to be independent or sooner or later u will have metal breakdown. Also if there is another wave your heart will no be as shatter as before and able to heal faster. Is really no choice for financial as you are still a kid, you have no ability to work yet. At least you will be independent faster able to stronger then other kids. Most of all if you want to revenge grow stronger so that you will have the chance to fight back. There one Chinese phrase
which state: if you still had a live, why worry that you have no change to ake a comeback.

movie

Every time when u go out watch movie, do u think about your family before? Today I was watching “home run” alone at first, everything was still ok it was funny bit as I already watch in cinema but when my parent come home and we start watching together. The atmosphere started to change, is not to the negative but changes to the positive. I then started to feel the feeling that I had not feel for quite a few year. When my parent started to ask question you will not feel frustrated but feel heart warming, secure and warm feeling. So I realize when we watch movie in cinema we may always think that the atmosphere is very modern and is so much better rather than to wait for the movie to show on television. But now for me I think that I rather watch lesser movie and store the excitement to watch with my parent. On the contrary I will also watch movie if the show is really attractive and my friends want to watch I will still go to for socialize. As the saying say: at home depend on parent, social world depend on friends. But do consider spending more time with parent as is not easy to have such time always in your lifetime.

Tired

This past recent month really to tired and too vex, as there are really too much odds now when is quieter down another start again so really far too tired. I used to wish when I was a kid that I am unique now my family is really far too unique for me too handle. So when life is simple people tend to request for more but when thing get out of hand you then regret for asking more. Now I know why people always say: family is the best support for a kid. Without the support of a family no matter how smart the kids is he is just nothing, nothing even worth to be mention. Now my mind is full of confusion and tiredness, now all I can do is to advice is to treasure or you will regret like me deeply. They’re a saying: blood thicker than water so always try to give in. That only appeal to family member but always be wary with your friends, plan may be scheme for year when it finally operate out I may really too hard to settle and handle. So just be careful and trust yourself as which step you take is really no way of turning even there a choice. When a vase is broken there really no use to stick it back to wont be that perfect again. So just beware of Machiavellian people.