i thought bond need to treasure so that it could be lasting or i should just leave it as it is? or i should clear up misunderstanding ... too chom liao ... if i got time i really will try to treasure but not when i am doing so many things now ... then one person only is really difficult.

will you celebrate with me for my birthday? i know i shouldnt expect anything from you but i hope you will automatic... ... maybe i am even day dreaming

我现在开始觉得好累啊。。。 忙来忙去。。。 很想简简单单生活一下。。。

i hope you remember the purple star necklace that u once like when we went shopping together, i scout for it for very very long still cant find ... i really feel like giving up soon. but i know you wll be happy. since quite some time since i talk to you but why do i feel that u have change a little, is that really you?

i shall put down my pride for just this time once and do what i can..... but please i need some luck

i know by doing this i will regret... my mind told me not to do but my heart keep saying... just do it... that why i decided to do... i really hope u both treasure the chance . for i dont want you all to regret... eventhough i now already started to regret... hope you all best of luck ... but seriously i sometime really dont like to be good guy ...

要不是你在避开我，要不然就是天注定我不能和你出去。我真的没什么时间在这假期里。

my holiday till now is really busy and tiring but happy.. hahas... but i seriously cant find time for people i want to go out with ... well i guess the holiday is still long

我真的太忙了，根本没帮法预先约一个人。。。 也太累了。。。 希望你们能明白。 可是你呢？

原来生病要找人陪还要预先约定。。。 过后还是我不叫要好的朋友陪我。咳。。。 可悲可笑。不果我也不能怪你，我也不想你当一个不守信用的朋友。 我也证明了我不是超人，终于累出病了。真的好累。。。我猜这几天也真是我人生到现在最累的时候了。。 我的心灵和头脑都真的很累。

my fever is getting a bit spinning

mcenroe got feveer and sore throat.. die he cant even walk straight now.... if i message you what will you say... ? then go sleep... i haven revise finish .... -_-

i will be there if you should need me ... help is one word that is more heavily task than trust. the responsible which is also higher by many folds

now i wont go for relationship .... untill i can find a girl that will love me whole heartedly and like the show fighting spider the girl. a girl that will give me moral support and be with me when i have problem. for i have nothing ..... i should give up long time ago ... ... neither am i a good councillar nor a good friend that can help people solve their problems... but still i will try for this. hmm... well that my life i have something more i want... mcenroe mcenroe... afterall you are ........

我不想放弃，不过我好累啊。。。

love one and love all .

我没次当我想起你都很后悔。。。 当时当你讲，你要我亲你吗？ 可是我都口不对心。。。 嗨。。。每次教你只想和你在一起多一下，可是。。。我也不希望有一天你受到伤害可是。。。 我很想了解你，不过。。。 我还有机会吗？我现在已能专心读书。。。 也放弃了很多。 我能的。。。！！！！ 我已经输太多。。。 不能在输了。。。。

maybe in the first place, i totally dont understand you at all... deff and yr. one thing i am sure of is i never substitued one person with another person before... just dont know why you all like to think that i always substituted you with another person. just because i often talk about another person? Just one freaking point is why cant people ask. but even i myself also can .. haiz. but nevermind. if one just have to go, and i tried to safe it.. if it doesnt help, i think next time i will just give up. actually there alot of time is not i dont want say, is just that some topic i dont like to speak through the phone.. i prefer speak face to face but then oo welll .... if that's what life is i will just accept... sometime u just can keep what you want i guess... go ba... just do what you all want... i just hope you all remember what i said to everyone i treasure. and becareful of your surrounding.i am not a saint but remember i am mcenroe... i am happy enough. i also need to jia you for my exam ... haiz...... arrr..... booooooooooooooo...

there is something i dont understand... why cant two friend talk to each other when they have opinion and often one party tend to decide to seperate when they think is not right...? secondly why can one party ask the the other party if he/she like her if she/he thinks that the other party likes her/him? maybe the other party just want to be good friend? thridly how fast does a person change 3 second or 3 day? but things if carefully think is it only to specifically one person. Well ... sometime answers are difficult... and are too far to reach.