process

From my perspective do you all know why I like to play badminton so much? Firstly, some people may know is due to my competitive nature. Actually what I like the most is not about wining, is actually I did learn which is actually the ending is only the beginning sometime the beginning is already the ending… why did I say that the ending is only the beginning because from every failure I make sure I learn something out of it and remember. Even if I lose to the person I will make sure the next match I will put in my full force and try to win and carryon my learning. Why did I say the beginning is already the ending because even if you know some matches you could win? You will still have to lose to the person for the benefit of other thing and make it to the right track; this will also cause a battle to your pride. In life that is what I learn to let go, however I regret quite a lot of choice that I made. But I was actually left with no choice to accomplish greater things in life and hope to share my glory with someone. In the due course, this often cause quite a lot of misunderstanding to the other party if she/he don’t understand why your selection of actions. Worst come to worst, become an isolation of you… letting go is indeed the toughest this in life to learn and comprehend. But no matter how I still wish that I could explain to the person even I know that chances are null…

I am not trying to be a great philosopher but just hope people understand that in life, the paths that we curved on are always filled with difficulties. Each difficulty are filled with complication of diversity and the way is solve is just merrily to express it. Which seems quite hard to express it out, or you can also just simply relax. Like having some crunchy and tasty chocolate or just have a cup of refreshing tea. This does not cost too expensive and is easy to let people feel relax when people feel too melancholy. Actually in the matter of fact I do experience quite a lot of experience that most teenagers experience such as family, friend, broke, depression and others. If you all ever notice ask people will say I “act cute” or am I … but to me I really didn’t realize it just follow what my heart desire… so everyone has different way to express different emotion, even sometime it may seems inappropriate but why don’t just let it go and I am sure you will feel pretty elate after that… most importantly is to have fun and make sure you maneuvers your life well…

Best wishes…
SMILE

Wise man

A wise man
Always sedate
Think near envision far
Never procrastinate
Never feign

Congenial words
Always spoken
Always tranquilize
Pacify heart

Never give up
Never eradicate self-being
Always learning
Always growing

Lose or gain
Never dread
Never on one’s high horse
Always considerate

Dream set
Ambition mount
Always trying
In the mind of a wise man

Mcenroe Ng

Undesired Words

The girl I met
The way she spoke
Sweet, adorable and pleasant
My heart dance with state of elation
Living in the word of bliss

But alas, dread engulf
Dreams of nightmare crawling out
Fear became reality
Bane shadowed over boom
Everything shatters

Speculating of words
Fear of the emotion to be feign
Envision of eradication
Melancholy step in
The sky of earth starts to fall

Hope with a passion
Everything to be genuine
The song that continue
Never had a fragment change
Soulless and silent beat to be sense

The merciless truth prevail
The heart beat
Forlorn set in
Every once it beats
The deeper it’s sank

Never a dispute spark
Never a smile shown
The soul of bliss
Drift to afar
Never it return
For the solace of the undesired words


Mcenroe ng

humble

I know my poem really suck to the bottomless pit, so I think I better write in a comprehensive way but still no always…haha… can anyone teach me what is humble and how to behave. I know I am proud so I talk less but however it makes me feel so unsociable so I tried to be amiable. When I talk even I myself feels that I am arrogant, and I don’t know how to change or behave modest. So alternatively I tried to beat around the bush but it didn’t really work well for me so change and change and change till I really don’t know how should I reply people. So from whom to learn and how is my main problem as well as obstacle now… haha… life what a joke and what a messy world I am in, now I even dread even I am in the most safety place in the word…haha… but till I will still try to the best I can be and make the best out of I can be

DECIET

The way she sass
My feeling she hurls
Stumble and trashing
Fooling and playing

Words of deceit
Wobble one’s heart
Seconds time mention
Crack one hearts

Smitten into pieces
Never it heal
Nor the solace found

Mcenroe Ng

DECIET

The way she sass
My feeling she hurls
Stumble and trashing
Fooling and playing

Words of deceit
Wobble one’s heart
Seconds time mention
Crack one hearts

Smitten into pieces
Never it heal
Nor the solace found

Mcenroe Ng

Little girl

Little girl that
Speak with joy and
Solace one’s heart

Around she scamper
Pampering and love she will get

Daze with a smile
Melt one’s diamond heart

Adorable when she sleeps
A blanket to secure her dreams

A fall she may get
A lesson she will learn

A shield to be a guide and
A path to be lid

When time drift through space
A memory that will never be forgotten
A future that is away from all dismay

Mcenroe Ng

FOREVER LOVE

In the beginning of earth
On the island of nowhere
Live Ben and Besy
Secluding in east and west
Hunting and fishing for their destiny begins

In a moment
Fate endorse
Eyes met
Hearts filled with overwhelming emotion and
Danced to the beat of melody
Creating a new story

Living with joy
Fulfilling their heart
Halt to a moment
Everything vanish

Besy heart cease
In the universe of time
A final fall of tears
For the final sight

A shock came through in Ben’s heart
Follow a fall of sorrow tears
Death sought solace
In the core of depress heart

Wielding a dagger of sorrow
With the arm of the beloved
A finial sight of his beloved
The story end
The lover may be lost
But the love never end

By: MCENROE NG