i hope i am not disappointed in you for what i think who you are... i know you wont to accept my help but still be strong ... ...

how i wish i can touch u now... sit down and chat over a cup of tea and play with you.... seems that time reaky dont allow me to do a lot of things

i only left my memory for you... hope nothing will take it aways... people always say memories are the only thing that will last but i scared it will gone like the wind without me knowing. good or bad memories i just want to treasure .... really... jjust dearly

笑一笑吧。。。 加油。。。我不想再猜，连关心别人原来也会累。

mcenroe jia you .... just endure thru the mile and please be motivated... remember depend on yourself ... please remember and not repeat the mistake from last sem or u might as well go die... please.... come on ...!!!

wow.. long time seems i talk to an elderly and actually chat with him for more then 1 hours... somehow i kind of motivated by him... maybe because he has similar situation as me so kind of make me feel i am not too alone.. but when i kind of think of it ...his way of doing is so long ago and that may work where mine maybe afterall not as easy to handle as him. but still i am happy that i still able to make him drop tears of joy and happiness... i really hope that i create a corner of solace for him... no matter what i still have to stand up and stop escape from the reality .... most importantly believe ...

i just hope to numb myself... i know i am stupid but then i really have no idea what i want. apart from my childishness, strong side of me, multi tasking side of me and hadworking side of me there is actually another side of me you know... strong in mind doesnt mean i am good in heart also you all know......... no matter what there's still the saying many hurdles make a mighty knight fall. and emotion is the biggest enemy even for the all-mighty conqurer.