Don't like study to study in uni, so much burden. pri to sec school only play , eat, study then go round disturb people and play badminton. so fun! then suddenly jump to poly, responsibilities up by a bit but still fun at least still can play, make new friends and learn many new stuff (wu shu, organizing, creative thinking, picnic, wake boarding, volunteering and many more) then jump to UNI suddenly responsibilities rain like never ending. want to study properly also need to worry here worry there, time need to keep on plan and plan, finance need to keep on build and build, time keep on fly and fly, one day as if only got 15 hours, need to squeeze in time to exercise and try new stuff then sometime life not happy want to treat you some lemon juice to test your appetite and mental endurance. then realize just a simple genuine smile become more and more difficult and making the people around me happy has also become a hurdle then... all I can tell myself is time to grow, grow faster, let things go, when need to... give up and give time some time. then i have always been asking myself... how to change... how to grow and how to be mcenroe.