You read and you will know

Do you all understand why sometime I talk, I will stop suddenly or even change the topic, actually when I in secondary two, too many unhappy things happen. So I started to lose my trust to a lot of people so I started to keep a lot of thing to myself. I know if I type this a lot of people will hate me, but a lot of people before I usually talk with them whole heartedly I will usually test them. For my word ‘trust’ really mean a lot and very big to me. Even my close friend (not to mention names if you read this you know who you are) can’t have privacy with our conversation so now I take lot of precaution to a lot of things I say. All I can say even if I test you the entire thing I said to you is all truth, cause I really don’t wish to lie to anyone. Now I really lost a lot of confidence and trust to my close friends. No matter what I still don’t wish to lose any friends… so whom I can really say out all my heart out is really a big mystery to me….

my learning jobby...

From my job, now I really understand actually my attitude really suck… but I will always remember who force me to change when I in secondary 2. This revenge I will certainly take when I have the opportunity just wait… now trying to change but very difficult… since I got a understanding boss no matter how hard I will try to change to become a better person and be a people’s person and how to be a self-motivator. After today I really learn how to motivate myself, also be more independent. Now I am learning slowing how to be in the top of the situation and other obstacles… just wait I will change to be the best and will certainly be a people person’s J

what i learn from my job..... reflection

After working at my job for quite some time, I realise that I am quite a fast learner but I actually take very long time to master. So in other words, I actually found my self quite stupid. Furthermore I realise I am really a bad motivator, cant even motivate myself how am I able to lead other or even to teacher. So I really think that I am quite dumb or arrogant always only know how to correct people and not realise my own mistake. I also learn to take caution in every word I said and also to test people if they are having good or bad intention. The world is really big for earthling to learn even if one had master what about other planet, just too many to comprehend in one life. So I only think that I am a frog in a little well, knowing only this much of the sky and thing tiny bit of knowledge.

my money

This few day really broke le I spend near to 300 already, buy myself a wallet a Nike air max shoe and buy my mum a necklace now I only left a watch to buy and a phone. By the rate I am buying I really going bankrupt soon. I planing to buy myself a watch next month or later part of the year, whereas the phone I will get it as soon as possible. I think I nearly spent thirty plus on chocolate… how to save like that aiyo…

things that i had learn in my job

Actually my job is quite tiring but to say the truth I really learn a lot of things. I achieve get achievement in life u need the 3Bs first is to believe you can, only after that you must behave like, after that then you can become. Also always believe mind over body and no matter in life each no will eventually bring you to a yes and complicated problem will work out just to relax and maintain your attitude. Always in your life go for an extra mile and trust yourself.