i really hope i can help you. but i really dont know what can i say and what can i do... ... all i can is just give u encouragement without knowing anything.

sometime i really envy those who come overseas to study student have the motivation and determination to score without their parent around. hahs... for some reason my parent have always been the obstacle for me to further in my studies. haiz... sometime i really wonder, am i staying with a family or just a hotel, that just for me to claim money and live. and nothing much more other than discouraging me to further improving in my studies. i know parent work hard for their kids. but then... ... mce will grow. really strong and independent. just need more time.

sometime i myself also not even sure, is it a good thing to have many good friends whom are very smart around? hahs........