わたしはばかでしだ。。。

quite tired ....

since long since i argue with people... but push me to the bottom line i will force you to compete and crush you down i mean what i say .... cant stand people that talk behind people back ...

我猜有些是也真的只能希望吧。。。

有一点烦。。。 ！

一直以来我子是说而已。。。 其实我什么都不是把。。 哈！

不能想太多。。。要往前走，要相信自己。

我知道不对可是我不知道错在那里。。。这个问题我很想知道，可是有些问题我宁愿不知道。

虽然我能说天论地，但我真的很后悔。。。虽然过了很久我还是不能让你明白。其实我很想真的希望你明白可是，也是为了我们好吧。。。

i believe ....

what should be my next step ... what should i do ... am i doing the correct things ... i am blur and confuse now .... mcenroe i think u are useless man

u really need to jia you ... mcenroe ....

T , - someone tell me should i give up or not!!! arrrrr

i just spend 140 for badminton and sprain my leg .... wa ... really ar .... i save and i spend all i save ... hahas

after analysing myself i feel that actually i quite myself , i don't keep up to fashion , talk lot of crap , sometime my jokes are not even funny, pub drink once in a while chat with friend i guess there's nothing i can actually ... while what i normally do is just when free chiong badminton , do homework , spend money on sports, working ,call friend out bully.. no la actually is call socialise but think of it there's really nothing i do much more... come to think of it i am kind of pathetic

i sometime feel that i am not worth being your friend... hahas .. haiz ...i have so many to say but so little things to talk with you ... i guess i will be happy just being a back crew player and come into play only at the background

i may be able to comfort but then actually i cant really do it myself. as a friend i wish that you are happy always ... as a good friend i hope i can help you more... =)

happy yet not happy ... life still in circles of life..... everyone have place their faith in their believe but does anyone question in before ...? wonder and "wonders"

i think sometime i really need to give up already. Cause i really tried and event still never even progress abit after so long .. months .. year. i think sometime i really did overestimate myself and believe that i can do everything. i really did reflect about myself, and ask what actually am i really good at... my conclusion= nothing. like to teach but failure, what's more about friendship when i cant find people i really trust, money useless to mention ,family even crap ... hahs now the most important my attitude .. i dont even know myself. sometime i really say to myself, what are u really . i guess the only thing i good is crap and talk big isnt it ... hahs ... sometime life is just so scary to imagine

die.. i am down with cough and sore throat ... and camp coming soon ... omg ...

aren't good friend for pulling you up when you fall ... so it will be wise to do if it is reachable and sensible.. but how should it break it to my friend... hmm

todAY dont know why play badminton so lousy .,.. lose 5 consecutive matches ... wth .. i now so moody ... i broke tha taboo of sportman... which is not to let emotion get over head but today i just cant keep my calm . maybe today just isnt my day.... maybe i one whoe week never touch badminton thaty why .. then now one more camo coming how to play badminton ... -_- ... how am i able to teach then .... i really hate myself now... !! arrr!! later gonna go out run to vent my anger... arrr!!1!1

haven even find out one friend to accompany me relax after camp then another event pop up .. wa... how to relax and play .... dieing soon ... want go sighting with u also difficult .... u got so many programme but not one is accompany me... -_- ....

i need money cause i got things to buy, but i lack.. hahas ... but still want to see then maybe buy

你真的很好，可是离我真的太远了。很想可是。。。。 haiz....