猜也该成熟的时候了。。。 =（ 好吧。。。

我想了4多年，终于想通了，如果一切可以从来结局肯定会不一样。而那号码，根本好不总要，一切都有心说起。。。 我在也不回放同样的错了。我要从头开始。。。 加油！！

快开学了，多希望在这假日能多和你出去玩和陪陪我。就是可惜。。。 你要体健，而我也要向学业奋斗，希望下一次能和你出去玩在欺负你。

我昨天不知为何，想了许多事。我决定了，我会把剩下该教完的都教会给你，就算你生气了我也无所谓了。过后我也不会再去主动的去教人了。。。 最少也告一段落了。

一切都是梦吧。。。


恋虽风而飘，
泪虽雨而落，
望知我心责，
对话取梦游。

乐，悲

why does people always just want to play and not learn ... if not how to improve and u blame me not letting u join my game... is just that the standards are just too far... but u never get it ...

i hope u are not hiding from me... atleast tell me what had i do wrong. if i did any...
good night ...

i just thinks that somethings should go slowly ... untill i understand more before i do anything. Just like exam, i study for months and understand it totally before i take the exam. is just the way i do things, i dont want my emotion to take total control of everything.

i all the while only want learn tai jia and gun where got want learn alot ... if not also no one teach i tell u all is only respect you all ... but also no one teach ... omg... why u people so inflexible.. i learn my traditional routine on my own then ask for advice if not always no result.... u all never realise meh ... wth ... vice captain some more....

算了吧。。。 就做个什么都不是吧。。。你本来什么本事也没有。不是吗。。。

mce bored ... mce bored .. =(

i feel like concerning about you .. but i kind of know i shouldnt ... how i wish u can start message me that you are feeling unwell

well ... let see what i am good at... one thing for certain i am good at talking craps.. hahas ... erm.. i can make people laugh easily if only they started a topic first, well analyse problems, console people when they are sad. now let see what i am bad at, hmm... proud?well i am very proud sometimes.. hahas ... well i cant pacify people when they are angry, talk till people fustrated and also i dont know how to analysed people mood... hmm but when think of all this bad things there's only 2 person i can think of that are good at these... well one is my good friend but then last time due to a wallet incident i totally lose trust in him well the other seldom meet up with him... but i also not close to him. well i guess to be continue now .... oo ya .. i am seldom quiet ... hahas

oo well.. recently so many things happen. fight with my friend with so call good friend but then we dont even really understand eachother. school social networking also kind of mess up, well atleast i still have some true friends. that why i think i should summarise what i am good and bad at so i can improve a little.. hahas

我猜你有够多朋友了，从今我就不会在无事去关怀你了。。。 只希望你遵守承诺，如有你伤心能找我陪陪你。叫你出来，我也不会放任和希望，可是你能听得到吗。。。

i think for my pass few year, i trust enough of god, ghost and magic... yet things never work out. thats why i am learning every religion untill there's one that can prove to me

if just one fight and we cant get back to the past, i think we should take a break ... ... and rest a while... but trust me that's not i want ... now i finally understand not all fight make bonds stronger...

if i have a girl in myheart i will love her more than i will do ... but that doesnt mean i will give in to everything ...

are we the correct chemicals...? i just dont know how to start and how to mix with you ... all u reply is nope. no . not free. what else man ... omg

我宁可你说你不要和我说，也好过你骗我。。。

你可以陪我吗。。。？

为什么你就不能忘了上一次的事而往一个心的角度能。。。把我的字看深一点你才能明白我在想什么。

我应该吗？

我好烦，读到辛辛苦苦到考试忘了一干二净。。 我的天啊。。。 T.T

我_ 你。。。。但 。。。 可以吗。。。

你让我想起了很多事，有我欺负你的时候，有我和你玩的时候。还有我们的第一次吵架的时候，虽然我们吵的很猛，可是当我想起你淘气的样子，也不仅让我高兴了起来。不知还能不能跟以前一样，不然进步一点点也好。。。 可是对我来说，不管我们多进步，我总觉得你离我好远。。。 =） 不是吗。。。

just the way you are can make me happy ar... hahas

how i wish u could message me now and ask me how am i syudying right now... -.-

today my test didnt run as smoothly... well i guess is ok .. since i really try .. T.T oo well ... atleast today i have fun playing badminton and went drinking with my badminton friends, eat some satey some carrot cake and some fries ... chat chat a bit ... well was fun chatting though ..well sometime pleasure is what beside you... but my badminton really deprove a lot ... omg ... hahas =)

i never call you cause i want you to smile .... if u never smile then ... go eat chocolate cause i got no idea... hahas ... hmm .. think after my common test i will sum up all the things i am good at .. and improve .. hmm .. not a bad idea ... hahas

i still cant think of ways to talk to you .. but i really mind losing you .. -_- but now i cant even settle my studies ... let's see how it goes ok

cannot study finish .... -_-... T.T

you are the only person i dont mind losing too .. but i already dont know how to talk with you ....

will i lost another friend...? mcenroe... sometime u really sux... this time round i over concern ...? first time i drag too long, second time,i no courage, third time i also drag too long ... now forth i over concern ... why doesnt i learn ... u sux man .... mcenroe....

must tell myself to be optimistic ... ok mce ... =)

i wonder if it is true when i heard this:you can only love girls and not try to understand as girls are meant to be love and not understood ... so may be all the while i have do the wrong things.. i always been trying to understand .. hahas...when i finally abe to socialise with guys i cant socialise with girls .... wow ... what's that ... haiz.. hahs